Tag Archives: love

Who’s in Charge?

As soon as I realized I Randy was gone, I wanted to know: who do I blame? I was stunned, hurt, and angry. One minute I was shaking my head and sobbing; this couldn’t be my life. This isn’t how … Continue reading

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Holes in the Floor of Heaven

My grandma and grandpa are getting older. I never thought it would happen, but it’s here. I have noticed them ‘slipping’ over the last few years. Now, it’s evident that dementia is present. My grandma seems to be slipping away … Continue reading

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Never Before-1999

Randy and I went through a very rough period. I felt like I had grown up. Like I had given up all of me to be a wife and mother while he slept, worked, and played like we were still … Continue reading

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Original Poem: Serving Up Love (1998)

I wrote this in 1998 in my journal. Back then, journals or diaries were all hand written (gasp! the horror!). I later transcribed them and saved them on a jump drive so that I could save them forever and have … Continue reading

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